But I'm still really nervous. This could go very very badly, and that means the next six months could go very very badly.
I even considered getting up extra early tomorrow so I could be finished in Cosmo before anyone else got there. That's how freaked out I am.
But I tried to apologize, right? I know, I know, I shouldn't even had made the post in the first place. But I did, and it's too late to go back and fix it, so now I have to deal with the consequences.
Congratulations, Carlye, this is a new record even for you. This time, it didn't even take you a month to sabotage yourself. Wonderful job.
I'm a fool.