Golden Bear (eithne_star) wrote,
Golden Bear
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Guh...

At the Castle today. Went pretty fast, even though I nearly died at least four times--it's tough, when you're used to working with one person, to adjust your performance to someone else. I like working with John, but Matt was lots of fun today too. Got to work with Tim too, although he was playing his PSP a lot. Still feeling really insecure about him. I mean, nothing is really official, but still...if you say you love someone, shouldn't that mean something? Worried about him still flirting with other girls...and more than flirting, even though he says he's not. I don't know about you, but you shouldn't be sexting anyone than the person you're currently sleeping with. And if you're sleeping with me than you shouldn't be sleeping with anyone else. No proof, though. I want to believe him, but there's still that nagging doubt in the back of my head. Hate that stupid little voice. It makes me physically sick to think about him with someone else. I know, if I'm that unsure, I should just give up. Trust me, easier said than done.
Opted to stay home tonight instead of a birthday party; just cleaned and vegged watching some Inuyasha. Haha, it's been awhile since I've watched it; better start making use of my Netflix again.
Unfortunate news, the dinner tomorrow night with his parents and sister isn't going to work out. The only time they could get reservations was at 4:30, and I don't get off work until 6:15. Really disappointed about that; I haven't seen his parents in at least a year, and I've never met his sister. (I have met one, in CA. He has four.) He's promised to take me to Boma's, the restaurant, some other time, and says next family dinner he's inviting me again. I sure hope so.
Not feeling so great, think it's time to go to bed. Castle Show again tomorrow...
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