Golden Bear (eithne_star) wrote,
Golden Bear

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In the immortal wisdom of Malcolm Reynolds: "Huh."

I believe I am growing. It is a gradual realization. I've only recently discovered that pushing is not always the way to improve, and sometimes revelations come when you least want or expect them. Amelia has been coming to play more and more often, whereas before, she was only present in moments of absolute clarity and harmony. Now, I can bring about those moments by willing myself into her particular state of mind. And Zinnia has popped up more frequently as well; the result of a conscious decision to be more cheerful and content. Huh. My experiment has already done some good. Though, I have noticed, none of my personas are truly separate from one another. But that wasn't the point. This is. I am growing.

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